For me, these three sort of grouped themselves together. I worked LL 13, then 14 sometime last week, then started 15. I got a bit stuck and found that I wanted to re-work them all together. It wasn't until today I got back into them. I felt like I just needed to leave it alone for a few days. Then today I went and had another read, and a look at what I'd written to date. It was great, because it all just started to flow and I felt really good with my CMI and excited and energised by it. Whereas last week, it felt all a bit blah! Just leaving things to percolate for a little while seemed to really help. And I notice I'm now more relaxed with it.

I ended up with 3 10's in LL 14, which felt really exciting, and I found myself writing all over the page and on the back, and capitalising my heart's desires. Actively being in my CMI for the first time really. My heart's desire `to be', `to do' and `to have' all really are one and the same - it's just a continuum - and it's all about living a rich life, letting myself be large enough to fulfill all my potential. It's become clearer that teaching and mentorship is where I want to be - helping others to live full lives. I still don't really know `the how', but I've relaxed about it ... just staying with `the how' that I currently have and wait and see what happens next.

One funny thing that happened today - I looked in our bank account and there was an extra $1200 that I had no clue where it came from. I asked Richard (my husband), and he didn't know either. Thinks it might be for some accommodation he was owed for ....! But, talk about a nice surprise. Things seem to be happening as I relax and trust more, and stop feeling pressured and swept up in some sort of "I've got to sort it all out NOW" mentality.

Anyway, that's it for me. Loving the course, loving the site.

A big thank you to Rebecca and everyone else for participating and sharing and caring ... it makes such a huge difference in my life.

Love,
Jayne

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Things seem to be happening as I relax and trust more, and stop feeling pressured and swept up in some sort of "I've got to sort it all out NOW" mentality.

Yep, I feel the exact same way. The more I relax and let all of this unfold at it's own pace the more and more things are reveled to me, and more and more neat things happen for me too. It's so cool- it's almost hard to put the entire feeling/process into words.
Oh- congratulations on your $1200.00 surprise!

Be Blessed,
T

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I still don't really know `the how', but I've relaxed about it

Congratulations on not knowing the how! As Rebecca has stated, if you know how something is going to manifest you probably aren't thinking big enough.

Another congratulations for you relates to your desire to teach / mentor. I think you are addressing the "so that" portion ("helping others to live full lives") of your CMI. For me and many others this aspect has proven very valuable at getting us excited about our CMI's manifesting!

Thank you T for your congratulations. Apart from the unexpected money in the bank, I also suddenly got rung to do a night shift at the hospital (last night) - which was great, because not only did I earn some money, it settled in my mind that I do not want to go back and complete my Nursing degree and work in nursing. I also got a call from a friend, firstly to work in her shop over the weekend, then she added another day for working tomorrow!! It's so lovely that the Universe is presenting these opportunities just before Christmas! and the shop is somewhere I find very easy and pleasant to work - and I always get a little bit of reading or embroidery done too.

So, just goes to show .... the relaxing and not pushing or rushing really does open things up!!


Jayne

The more I have relaxed,the better the course has been for me ... just taking a break and then feeling ready to go back over these LL's was great. Not only do I feel better in myself (because I'm not stressing over the `how', `when' and `why'), but things start to happen.

So .... I'd like to reiterate the message that's coming in loud and clear over this forum ... "Relax, have fun, be open to allow the Universe to listen and provide!".

Jayne