Wow I did not know it would be that hard from the start. Sitting down and seeing where I am now was really hard. Because I am on the verge of everything falling apart on me. All my bills are behind, except rent, and as far as anything I do have. In reality it all belongs to the person I live with.

What I have are my two boys, two cats and a dog. And their lives depend on me.

So I have decided to look at it from the perspective that I am rich. I have these beautiful souls who love me and fill my life with boundless joy. I love them all with all my heart.

I have found a way to turn what I thought was just a way to play a business with tons of potential. And now I have found the way to insure it is an amazing success.

I feel that starting from this point it gives me a deeper gratitude of what I am creating. I leave behind all the garbage of the past and move forward from here rather than wallowing in self pitty. No longer clinging to those rotten lemons.

Now I am going to reread SOBR, LL-1 trans script, and giving it one more listen before moving on to LL-2

Great way to start things off Trish. Your perception is obviously changing for the better. Keep that open mind to let go and open up to all the positive things in your life. When you can do this, all the things you that you love and enjoy in your life will find their way to you, including money.
I am starting lesson 21 today, and it's exciting for me to look back to where you are in the course. It gets sooooo much better and you will become sooooo much stronger - just stick with it, and be patient. I've found that learning this material isn't necessarily the hardest part of the course - it's the unlearning of our previous ways from being in the tape loop of society for so long (30 years in my case). You're definitely on the right path Trish - engaging this power and knowledge is the best thing that any human can do for themselves. It's the key to life. Looking forward to hearing about your "aha" moments

Warm regards,
Nick

Best,
Nick