Greetings,

This topic is related to the one I posted,"Something really cool happened". I don't know how to link to that page.

First, I want to try to explain the difference in the way I (up till now) used to do things. Even though I have been able to manifest a lot things in my life, it felt like forcing or pushing energy. I felt like I had to take a lot of action, get myself all revved up, take charge, work, be a warrior-ess, make things happen, prove myself, use my talents and show them off, get approval, win, etc..

I now realize that that kind of energy made me feel alive. I got charged up, excited, focused. Those are not bad things. I think that anything that makes you feel alive is not a bad thing.

I have come to realize that there is a different kind of energy that can make me feel even more alive.

A few weeks ago I was visiting friends at the ocean in NC. I was lounging on a soft chaise on the porch overlooking the ocean. I was observing the white clouds drifting by, smelling the salt air, feeing the breeze, listening to the waves crash on shore, watching a wavy line of pelicans flapping by and thinking how perfect this is. Then I remembered Rebecca Fine telling us that after she began using SOGR, she went away for the weekend and returned to find $28,000.00 in her bank account.

So, I just connected to the energy of doing that. Here I am on beach and money is rolling in my bank account. Man, I can't even tell you what a wonderful feeling that was. I just relaxed, all is well. No worries, I feel great, I'm having fun, I am enjoying my friends, money is not an issue because I have more than enough and there's is still more coming in.

It was exhilerating. It was more than an intellectual knowing, it was an experience.

That was a such a wonderful experience. I tried to hold onto it as long as I could. Every now and then, the appearance of lack slipped into my thoughts and I tried to switch back to that wonderful feeling of having no worries.

I want to choose to feel that wonderful feeling all the time. I wonder if it is possible. I'm getting better at it, I can to it more often now. Abraham-Hicks says there is nothing more important than that you feel good. I know that I like it a lot better when I feel good. (Didn't use to be that way).

I want to replace being a "go-getter" with being "come to me-er". And I want to do it all the time, as my default mode, not just now and then. I'm on the right track, at least.

I'm looking forward to your responses. I'd like to hear some your experiences.

Wishes you all the very best of everything,
Diane

Hi Diane

What a wonderful feeling reading your post! Feels good knowing that the universe takes care of everything

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I want to replace being a "go-getter" with being "come to me-er".

Diane I just LOVE that!!!!
How about modifying to..."I AM a 'come to me-er"



That just made me smile...thank you!

You are doing awesome Diane. What a wonderful description of your visualization.

I have continued to see progress on my journey - just a you describe. Sometimes small, sometimes great and always moving in the right direction. As I read your post I thought to myself "you know, I am in the place that Diane describes quite often". It is part of the journey and a result of practice and spending time on the forum. I too aspire to be in "this place" even more often.

I agree that it makes me feel more alive and just plain feels wonderful!

You are definitely on the "right track". You can probably take the "at least" off of the end of that sentence. It is all good and your hearts desires are there for you!

Here you go Diane:
Something Really Cool Happened
All you have to do to link is:
1)Go to the page you want to link to
2)Copy the URL at the top of the screen
3)Go to New, click "URL" on the drop-down menu, and paste in the URL that you copied.
4) Fill in the title, and then VOILA! You're done!
I can relate to exactly what you're talking about here. I used to be the go-getter, warrioress too! But then I'd get myself so burnt out after seeing few or no results that I'd get depressed, feel like a complete failure and just wanna DIE! And of course feeling depressed attracts even more of what you don't want.

I have only recently gotten to the point where I can maintain that feeling of bliss for LONG periods of time. What helped me attain this state is a technique taught by Abraham-Hicks called "pivoting", in other words, when you start to even feel a hint of negativity, notice it,realize that your emotions are your guide telling you that you are simply experiencing a mis-alignment with your True Inner Self (and thus are mis-creating) and then switch to a better feeling thought. It's kind of like navigating-your emotions are the ocean, and your thoughts are the navigating force which adjusts the emotions to better and better feeling-states so that it's smooth sailing/smooth waters-and you're always going "downstream" rather than the way we used to, i.e. upstream and through the rapids at that, complete with fresh wounds, broken bones and blood streaming down our face. And to think that we'd be proud of ourselves for that-isn't that messed up? (Speaking of sailing and houseboats, there's a boat launch right at the Marina on my lake where you can bring your vessel. I'll be there to welcome you with open arms.) I have also learned to not put a motor on the boat when I'm sailing smoothly downstream-LOL

This shift has happened to me just of late. I now get up in the morning thinking "Isn't it wonderful, something marvelous is happening to me right now", I feed my herd of 6 cats, drive my son and exchange student to the bus stop just at the crack of down, and get a rush just smelling the fresh, clean air and watching the pink sunrise reflected over the water while enjoying my morning coffee. And I had "low tide" going in the bank account, and it was totally irrelevant, because I'm feeling on top of the world. And a couple of days ago, a client called to order not one, but 2 pet paintings for $400.00 each. And just yesterday, she told me that all her sisters (she has 5) will want one! And I did nothing but connect with what Abraham/Hicks calls your True Inner Being, which is what this amazing feeling is, and which is how we are truly MEANT to feel. No runing around, no selling anything, no frantic search for a job, nothing but connecting with this amazing feeling of bliss and peace and visualizing all kinds of $$ filling the coffers and watching my mind movie and getting another rush just feeling all the cool stuff while watching the images. Thanks for watching it BTW, I'm so glad that you enjoyed it.

Feeling good is where it's at, baby. OH YEAH!!

Love and Light,
Julia