When I started reading the book and throughout the book, a light went on and I had several Eureka moments. Now that I am having to apply the thoeries, it doesn't seem so easy - is this something that others have experienced? I thought application would be easy but I am constantly having to remind myself of gratitude, of the vibrations that I am sending out, and to hold my vision of what I want. I have had quite a tough evening where I broke down with my worries about money and told my husband that he his support of my business (which will benefit the whole family) was sporadic and that stressed me as well as the money worries (he offered to help and then became less proactive in the past week - I didnt want to nag but tonight I told him how I felt and he totally took it on board, apologised and from tomorrow has said that he is going to bring in our first money fr the business!) Throughout I kept on thinking telling my husband my fears is not helping but the end result was what I wanted - so I am confused. It's ok to know what you don't want because it creates contrast right - so I havent damaged myslef too much by having this breakdown have I? I am still going through the course and am getting very keen to bring some income from the business and see results. Everytime I see my son and think about returning to work, I feel anxious. I have a list of nurseries and refuse to contact them because I dont want to put nurseries in to my universe, is that ok or is it ignorant. wow, what a rant?! Greetings and love to all from a very hot Dubai

xxx

Last night was an extremely stressful time for me. I went to sleep asking my higher self for help with a similar situation. This is a habit I am trying to get into on a regular basis, not just when I am stressed, but I digress. Usually when I fall asleep while reciting over and over the exact help or answer I am seeking I will dream a powerful dream. Then I will wake up remembering this dream, and over the course of time, the answer will unravel itself. Sometimes though, the answer does not show up in a dream but manifests itself in a real time lesson as it did today. In either case, when I ask my inner self for help while falling asleep, my prayer will always be answered.

I do not know if this technique will work for you, but it does work for me.

DC,

The trick is to let go of the idea that you have to make things happen. You are not responsible for producing the results you want. Neither is your husband.

Know what you want, but give the universe as much leeway as possible on how and when. It's okay to have deadlines as long as they're real and not arbitrary.
Your job is to BE HAPPY as much as possible no matter what.
Also, spend a lot of time imagining (feeling) what it will be like when you have what you want.
Remember to be grateful every day for what you already have and for what you are about to receive.
Here's the hardest part: relax, and trust that it will all work out. Breathing helps.

Love and Blessings,
Rachel