LL2 ... so I am enjoying sharing my work progress ... it seems this way I even multiply the happiness I feel doing the work or the visions I have while playing with these exercises ... cool!
so this lab was a bit painful for me, a few realizations:
1. mother and father total extremes when it comes to money - save it all (father), spend it all (mother), i don't want to give you anything (father), give even what you don't have and even if you don't actually feel like giving (mother) and so on ... i have these two constanly inside me, even though i am much more like my mother when it comes to money except i don't try to please people like her ...
2.TOTAL BLOCKER FEELING AND THOUGHT (REALIZATION) - I CAN NOT MAKE MONEY AS I AM ...WHOOOO ... this is HUGE FOR ME! so it goes like this ... yeah, you made good money when you worked in real estate and faked being a business woman all the way (even though crying at night from exhaustion), yeah ... you made money pretending you're so social and extroverted (while I am such an INTRO person), ... IF I WAS ONLY THIS AND THAT ... a bit more extroverted, if I wanted to work with people, if I lived in the city, if I only was like (someone) ... but making money JUST THE WAY I AM? wow, that hit something in me, I DON'T BELIEVE IN THAT ... because i want to live in nature, i want to be free, alone a lot of time, work only with close people, people i know very well (it really hurts me to be among a lot of anonymous people, i really am very energetic being, very open and sensitive to my surrounding, i really can not and don't want to, actually really resist a lot of public places ...) ... SO THIS WAS A BIG ONE! a lot of the thoughts going in my head of course sounded so clearly like my dearest beloved people my father, my sister ... I AM SO AFRAID THAT BY SIMPLY BEING ME I WILL NOT ATTRACT THE ABUNDANCE I WANT ... that is what I saw and there lies my biggest problem and fear! selfacceptance, love, joy ... come to me, stay with me!!!
3. the right to be rich = the right to be myself and the right to be happy and unique and find the way to express myself in the world uniqely, creatively, not being afraid to go ahead and be seen as who I am ...
GREAT LAB!!!

Wow, great comments. The LL 2 was a real eye opener for me also. I remember my parents always being afraid of spending money because we did not have a lot of money. I remember my father saying " The rich get richer and poor get poorer ". My father was afraid to take a risk with money because he did not want to lose it. I remember growing up and the lyrics to a song that I liked " More money more problems ".

Hi King_Dev and thanks for your comment ... so I think your father was right the rich get richer ... wouldn't that be us now on? We where rich enough to enter this program and seek abundance ... we just about fit Wallace's describtion of being normal plus you and I deffinitely believe that MORE MONEY BRINGS MORE FUN ... SO OFF WE GO FROM HERE TOWARDS MORE FUN!!! I love that! Take care, King_Dev ... we'll be seing each other!

WOW!!!....
This LL was a real mover for me too!

I didn't realise I was harbouring so many negative thoughts regarding wealth and those who had it, my ability to acquire it, and my right to have it.

There were some very hairy caterpillars got a short, sharp shift out the door .... like an exterminator cleaning out the corridors of your subconcious mind. They may be still there, but they're now restricted to pens, like zoo animals, to observe at my liesure.

It's like being awakened to the realisation that you DO have a choice as to how you think!!

More awakening to come, me thinks.

More happiness to all

Guideg