Greetings Beautiful Souls,
I am in a quandry, because what I am about to describe has never happened before, and I'm doing all kinds of deep breathing, EFT,reading, gratitude lists and meditation to keep the fear from taking over and to keep from beating myself up as if I did something wrong. I've been feeling okay, but feeling very very tired. I don't allow frustration or anger to stay very long. When I need to, I sleep.

Of late, I've been feeling really peaceful, grateful and blissful-actually for quite some time.

Then all of a sudden my various streams of income STOPPED-just like that, including pottery orders, commissions, odd jobs-everything. I have enough to eat and pay a couple of bills right now. I KNOW from past experience that the Universe works WITH you and that more is on the way. But I feel like I've come to some sort of invisible bridge that I have to cross, much like the one in the Indiana Jones movie. It's there, but I cannot see it. But cross it I must. And when I cross it, all that I wish for and dreamed of is on the other side.

I've never been in this kind of situation before without getting completely stressed out over the "how" part. How? I have no idea, no idea where $$ will come from next-tried checking out a few jobs, haven't heard back. When I have gotten inspired thought, I DO follow through on them and let them go. I feel as though I have done all I can actionwise, including writing for grants. A friend is working on some publicity for me right now. I don't want to start wildly spinning my wheels as I used to do in the past, just to feel as though I am "DOING SOMETHING" about it.

Has anyone dealt with this before? Is this the "falling apart" that happens on the outside because of some huge vibrational shift inside me?

Any feedback or thoughts would be greatly appreciated.

Thanks so much for taking the time to read this and care,
Julia

Hi Julia, I have by no means mastered SOGR, I can however empathize with your bridge analogy. I have faced the "bridge" many times, and more likely than not the same fears arise: fear, uncertainty, and insecurity. So, for what it's worth, I take the pressue off myself by doing the things that have been left undone, and before long I have crossed the bridge. May your journey progress harmoniously, too.

Hello Julia!
OOOoo...an odd feeling, no? If you have never experienced it before then it is normal that old fears could creep up. I think you are doing the best you can at the moment...EFTing on the fear part etc.

I can only share that the few times in my life many years ago when I was experiencing something similar, a major shift for the better was on the horizon. The second time this happened I was much calmer, but still confused about the why and the outcome.

There are expressions such as 'the quiet before the storm' but what is the storm? Not always something negative, or? Storms are wonderful...so full of energy, clearing the atmosphere, bringing rain so plants can grow, to fill the water reserves etc etc.

It is interesting that all your income sources are at the moment 'not producing'. I can only see this 'quiet' you are experiencing, as the sign of some major shift (at whatever level) that is coming your way.

Just think...when you do cross that yet-invisible-bridge, you can come back and tell us all about it!!

My advice is just carry on in joyful anticipation (that will keep your mind busy!!). You have time for that now...what about clearing out the garage or getting the bats out of the belfry in the meantime?

blessing you hugely,

Hi Julia,

Wally tells us that things will come to us along established routes - so what are some established routes to let potential clients know about your art?

Your website is great, how to get the people who would be interested in your art go to it? Perhaps a direct mail piece that would be targeted to people who have a history of appreciating and buying art! You can buy a data base for that. Of course developing your own data base is great as well!

You have been in some galleries (may currently be in some), I would suggest contacting one new gallery a week to see about getting more exposure.

Many years ago, 1975, Macrame was a big deal and I started making some pieces for around the house and developed a skill for that, and with every piece I became more creative! Soon I began selling some pieces in my front yard, and shortly thereafter was taking my art/craft to swap meets! It was there that an Art Show Promoter saw my stuff and invited me to begin selling at his shows, and then other promoters saw my stuff and invited me to their shows as well! Soon I was doing shows every weekend throughout California, Nevada and Arizona!

My macrame was different than most other macrame, as is your pottery from other pottery, I used heavy rope which allowed me to make a large piece quickly! Old ladies would comment on how the liked the simplicity and hippies would ask me what I was smoking when I created some pieces (I never have tried drugs). In addition to plant hangers I did a lot of wine racks, wall hangings and chairs! In 1975 prices were a lot different than now, in my best 6 month period I sold $60,000 of my creations! And I had a lot of fun doing it.

Unfortunately my wife didn't enjoy me spending all of my time home in the garage and 3 to 4 days a week on the road, after a year it was back to my accounting career!

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(originally posted by Tom Strong)Hi Julia,

Wally tells us that things will come to us along established routes - so what are some established routes to let potential clients know about your art?

Hi Tom,
A very good point. I currently have a friend that is helping me with some publicity to get my work "out there", possibly even on TV. She used to do PR for a living. In exchange, I am going to revamp her webpage.

I think it's so cool how well you did with macrame'-I can see myself doing very well with my work also.

I don't want to spin my wheels though-I am doing my best to stay in a calm space so that I act ONLY when inspired to do so. In the past, I used to run around like a chicken with my head cut off just to dispel the fear and "DO SOMETHING" about it. I do have a couple of irons in the fire right now-just have to see what happens. It is so unfamiliar and strange to me to be in this space though.

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(posted by Terry F) Hi Julia, I have by no means mastered SOGR, I can however empathize with your bridge analogy. I have faced the "bridge" many times, and more likely than not the same fears arise: fear, uncertainty, and insecurity. So, for what it's worth, I take the pressue off myself by doing the things that have been left undone, and before long I have crossed the bridge. May your journey progress harmoniously, too.

COOL idea! I am currently cleaning the fish tank, and now I'll finally paint the deck, my bedroom, and make those tye-dye curtains that I've planned on making.

And Tosca, THANK YOU for your love and support, it really feels good!

Julia, you wonderful beautiful soul. When things get dark, that's when your mind can slow down and take stock of what's around it.

I saw an extremely interesting show about how powerful our brains are. Whenever things are not as they seem, they kick in and start solving problems without too much from us really doing anything.

We are problem solvers, and it isn't necessarily because we ponder a situation. It's because our brains, due to our past, know what to do. It kicks in for our survival. God made us this way so we could surpass anything that comes in our path. And He is looking out for you. He will never leave nor forsake you. He never forsook His only begotten son, regardless of what has been propounded. Actually, Jesus said to him, "For this purpose was I spared. For this purpose was I kept."

Have you ever had a time when you've gone to sleep and woke up with an idea that would remedy your situation? That's because your brain was working on it while you slept.

I think this is why EFT is so beneficial. It doesn't take much to do it, yet it brings about such great, and sometimes, immediate relief whether it be physical or mental.

I truly believe, with your terrific skills and capabilities, you are going to do just fine. I have complete confidence in your abilities. And something else, Julia, you give so much of yourself, there is no way that you could ever lose.

Thank you for how many times you have been there for me and others here, for your encouraging words and love. You, truly, are a wondrous lady.

One thing is for sure. You're not alone in this, and you never will be. That open door is right around the corner. I see it, and I know, in some way, you do too.

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Originally posted by Ancient Soul:
...Then all of a sudden my various streams of income STOPPED-just like that, including pottery orders, commissions, odd jobs-everything.... I feel like I've come to some sort of invisible bridge that I have to cross... And when I cross it, all that I wish for and dreamed of is on the other side.
...Has anyone dealt with this before?

Yup, yup and yup.

Don't give up.

When that happened to me I did the Course for Practical Geniuses a second time. I figured I had nothing to lose...certainly had lots of time on my hands.

Hello Julia. The tendency to try to "force" things can be great in a situation like this. We know that inspired action associated with a clear, concise CMI is the way to go. Still, we sometimes go back to old behaviors. It is part of the learning process and I think quite natural. For me, these have been great opportunities to really practice gratitude and revisit my CMI. You might want to do what I did: go back and really spend some time with Chapter 13.

Here are some quotes from the chapter which have been helpful to me:

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Doubt or unbelief is as certain to start a movement away from you as faith and purpose are to start one toward you. It is by not understanding this that most people make their failure.

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When you are in doubt, wait. Fall back on the contemplation of your vision, and increase your faith and purpose. And by all means, in times of doubt and indecision, cultivate gratitude.

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Mistakes come from acting hastily or from acting in fear or doubt or in forgetfulness of the right motive, which is more life to all, and less to none.

When I did all this and didn’t try to direct “the how” some amazing things happened. Things “fell into place” – just like they are supposed to for me, you and all of us. Just as Mr. Wattles says:

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The universe desires you to have everything you want to have. Nature is friendly to your plans. Everything is naturally for you. Make up your mind that this is true.

Hello Julia

I wonder if the bridge seems invisible because the new direction is something you have not previously experienced. I think the conscious mind seems to go like this when there is something totally new on the horizon as it can really only process from past information.

I can relate to your situation as it sounds very similar to mine (when things feel wrong thread- thanks for your post by the way, it was lovely :-). Things stopping and the need to overcome the tendency to work out how and over do for the sake of doing something. It sounds like you are handling it really well by not rushing off in a panic. I wonder if its also to do with holding the big picture and the future without getting caught up in it ,together with being in the current time and making the next appropriate action; all at the same time. Kind of being in both sides of a paradox and allowing the unfoldment to occur in small and inspired steps.

The other suggestion I would make, and this is one I have also been facing recently, is accepting the fear, and the feeling that maybe I am doing something wrong (not that you are just that you feel it). I know this is what eft does, but it is easy to use it as avoidance a bit too. Perhaps even feeling gratitude for the fear as it has no doubt kept you safe in the past when part of you has felt threatened. Make it your friend then it will most likely let you be.

Take care Hugs

Mic

Hi Julia,

I won't give any advice because others have done so.

However, I realize you must be close, if not finished, with the Blessing Way Challenge. I would like to encourage you to sign up for the 90 Day Prosperity Experiment when Kate offers it to you. I think you'll find great value in the first two days of emails you'll receive. Kate reveals what she did with her business. Interesting.

Julia, is it possible to feel fear when one says to oneself, "I am so blessed" and then go on to bless others?

Congratulations on not getting stressed out over the situation. I've passed that test this past month also.

May you be blessed with all things good,
SharonSS

Hi Julia

I can emphathize with your situation because i have faced a situation before as I was still practicing SOGR, the need for money to show up almost immediately,and not know when or how this is going to happen. There is an urgency that creates a kind of false illusion that everything is falling apart, all that I have learnt seem to be disintegrating, and it put me in a state of mind where thoughts are going away from where I want to be.

But, the truth of the matter is, the flow of money and abundance is ALWAYS coming towards you, and all you have to do is the believe and recognize them. Wally always mentioned that we have to stay on the creative plane, otherwise all these illusions of lack become real to us.

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Then all of a sudden my various streams of income STOPPED-just like that, including pottery orders, commissions, odd jobs-everything.

the moment you noticed this, it actually became reality. This may sound a little wacky, but I believe income to you never stops, it is an illusion. Our perception that the things we want are going away from us created that illusion.

I think maybe revisting the chapter on How riches come to you may give you a little new spark as it gave me several days ago. And this involved giving more use value to the people and situation that bring the cash value to me. When I take action to create use value, use all my time to envision what I can do to benefit others, magical things happen. By action I mean, contemplate on everything in terms of the use value to others. this will get you ready for the cash value that is already coming to you.

You are doing fine, Julia, I believe the breakthrough for you to the next level is just round the corner.

Blessings

Light bulbs flashing all over my mind. Thanks for that Kesvky

Hi Julia,

I have something neat to share.
A couple of days ago I got an email that Louise Hay (author of "You Can Heal Your Life") was on Oprah. I don't usually watch Oprah, but I have leafed through this book looking for possible causes for various dis-eases, and wanted to tape this show for my husband to watch.

Oprah had a couple of guests on her show, and they were sharing about how certain books on LOA had completely changed their lives. Other LOA authors were on the show, but I can't remember their names.

One lady's story was really neat.
Her husband had been laid off work. Instead of worrying and becoming depressed, she said to herself, "I am not going to a dark place".
She decided they would celebrate together, and got out a bottle of wine! Not only that, they decided not to tell anyone that he was laid off work, because they were in such a place of celebration and didn't want anyone to disturb their vibration! The husband got a new job two weeks later - one he liked a lot more, and making more money! The woman said she was sure that celebrating quickened the process of her husband finding another job.

Oprah said that the woman was very advanced in LOA to be able to celebrate in that situation, and that she (Oprah) wasn't sure that she would be able to celebrate under the same circumstances.

I know this is a hard thing to do, but this lady did it - so we know it can be done! I thought this story might encourage you! :0)

I am believing along side you, and am excited to hear of your successes!

B.T.W - Wow, Kevsky! That gives me a lot to chew on!

Wow, thanks for sharing that, Singinglark. What exactly were they celebrating? Life in general? Or a new job? Or they weren't going to that dark place?

Life is full of ups and downs. It's easy to be happy, peaceful, etc when things are going our way, but it's when we have the downs that prove whether we're on the Certain Way for sure because the negative vibrations aren't cancelling the positive vibs.

Their attitude of not sharing the bad news I think is important also unless one needs help. Not only were they protecting their strong vibs, but they also weren't getting others' negative vibs in their direction. I'm really grateful for you sharing.

I appreciate Kevsky also. He always has such a perfect way of getting his point and wisdom across. Actually all the posters wrote wonderful posts.

Thanks again. I'm sure Julia will find the story encouraging as the rest of us have.

May all be blessed in all things good,
SharonSS

Believing in LOA, the woman knew that going to that "dark place" would only attract more of that to themselves. She wanted to only "put out" what she wanted to receive. They celebrated to show that they were at peace with the situation, and that they were open to receiving all good (a new job) from the universe/God.

Thanks Singinglark!

Yes, I understood what they didn't want - negative attraction, just wasn't sure of what they were exactly stating for their celebration. Neat!

May all be blessed with all things good,
SharonSS

For me too lightbulbs went off reading your post, Kevsky...thank you for your insight. Also thanks to Julia for posting her 'quandry' that generated so many interesting responces.

And Singinglark...great story, so inspiring reading about other people's successes.

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Yes, I understood what they didn't want - negative attraction, just wasn't sure of what they were exactly stating for their celebration.

I would imagine they were celebrating being free for greater and better things to come...and their own enthusiasim brought it on sooner. Of course we don't know if the new job was expedited in this way, but for SOGR believers it makes perfect sense.

A competive, skeptical mind would skoff (sp?) (I am thinking of a few particular friends here) that it was just coincidance and that whether he had his old job or not that he would have been contacted about a new one anyway.

Contemplating on this I see it as Life -knowing this man so well- knows that if the new job were offered to him WHILE he had his old one, that he may have hedged on the opportunity, being secure in the old job and not wanting to take a 'chance' on the new. He may have hedged so long that the new opportunity may have gone elsewhere (to someone else who was open for it).

In this way, he was one of the ones laid off (I see it as 'made free') and celebrating AS WELL as not telling anyone (so other people's negative influence didn't damper the positive process) was a perfect decision.

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Not only were they protecting their strong vibs

...as well as certain events in my recent and far past remind me that it is not always a good idea to talk 'too much too soon' about a life shift or new creative idea one has because of generating other's negative vibs. Even though our own may be so strong, one just doesn't need someone else's verbalizing or continuing thoughts they may have about it (long after you and the other may have parted and gone home).

I am becoming increasingly aware of this. The old superstition about 'don't tell anyone about it because you will jinx it' (thinking of an old girlfriend here) has some value to it. The 'jinx' is the negative energy generated by everyone else and/or your own fears, no?

However, if you need help...then yes, cast out the 'nets' and talk about it.

That story about the lady and her husband is so timely. I'd love to have my husband do the same with me. What a wonderful way to stay positive in, what could be normally, a very stressful situation.

I totally agree with keeping things within a family, but I also agree that if it is necessary to get feedback from someone who is not going to feed the negatives and instead build you up, then, by all means do so.

I was with a ministry that taught us not to share anything we were planning on, such as a job. They had a phrase for it. Keep it in a lock box. In other words, don't go around talking to everyone about your plans.

I lived by that for a long time and found it very effective. Don, on the other hand, runs to everyone of his friends about every little thing in his life.

Kevsky, I must be kind of dense because, unlike the other posters here, I didn't get your message completely. Maybe if I keep re-reading it, I'll finally "get it."

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But, the truth of the matter is, the flow of money and abundance is ALWAYS coming towards you, and all you have to do is the believe and recognize them. Wally always mentioned that we have to stay on the creative plane, otherwise all these illusions of lack become real to us.


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Then all of a sudden my various streams of income STOPPED-just like that, including pottery orders, commissions, odd jobs-everything.


the moment you noticed this, it actually became reality. This may sound a little wacky, but I believe income to you never stops, it is an illusion. Our perception that the things we want are going away from us created that illusion.

Kevsky, thanks so much for the insight. AAAK-I feel like I goofed or something, and I need to stop beating myself up. I feel like the subconscious mind is "out to get me" sometimes, and I'm sending it blessings and light as I write. Wow, my head hurts.

Singinglark, thanks for sharing that great story about the lady who said "I am not going to a dark place." In fact, I have a party planned for this coming weekend, and I was about to cancel it, but now I see the damage I'd do to myself in doing so, let alone send out the wrong message to the Universe. The party is to celebrate 7 years of marriage, my husband's recovery from cancer and life. I'll celebrate just like the lady in your story.

Clairetta, thanks so much for the kind words and encouragement .

And to all who replied THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!. Rereading this thread over and over is really getting me though this situation emotionally. I also revisited Lesson 13 (thanks Dave) as well as reread "How Riches come to You" (thanks again Kevsky)-what great suggestions. They really made me feel better. . Posting on this forum makes me feel better too.

Love and Light,
Julia

. AAAK-I feel like I goofed or something, and I need to stop beating myself up. I feel like the subconscious mind is "out to get me" sometimes, and I'm sending it blessings and light as I write. Wow, my head hurts. .


Julia, I can totally relate to your feelings here.
I think that the feeling/sense of wrongness comes because we are changing how we think and perceive things. It seems to me that our subconsious response comes from it wanting to keep us safe- this is triggered by something reminding of us of something that threatened our safety (or that we believed did) in the past, usually something we have no conscious memory of. This safety aspect gets stuck in our energy system and keeps playing out until we finally see it and allow it to move - via EFT or whatever.

I also realised that when I feel a strong fear it is the child part of me that is feeling this, because this is where the fears formed, so instead of beating myself up cos I ought to be stronger than that or over that fear or whatever, I treat myself as I would a terrified child- with compassion and love and a big hug. Not try to talk myself out of it but simply accept the feeling as being ok. I am finding that once I allow this- which is really treating myself a very different way to how I was as a child, I move quickly back into alignment and feel good.

I hope you have a fab party

Mic