Hello all,
You know initially there were a couple of things that I had below a 9 but when it came to taking them off, I had a reaction. "oh no, I can't do that", so I upped the anti, so-to-speak on them. Then as I proceeded with the rest of the assignment, I couldn't help but have feelings about almost all of the, quite a few actually, items on my list. As a matter of fact, the feeling I most experienced was that of tears to my eyes, feeling/saying "oh my God, I CAN actually have/be/do all the things I've always dreamed of, for most, since I was a little girl!" I just wanted to ball and ball and ball. I became a little confused though because, I have felt tears of joy before that seemed to feel a little different, maybe not so mixed with emotional pain of some sort. But the vision in my mind was that of a little girl, having requested such a long time ago, and having been told all along that she could not have everything she wanted....and then discovering, after years and years of searching, becaused she just knew they were wrong, and so she cries in sadness for not knowing for so long and yet in excitement with DEEP GRATITUDE for the MIRACLE I'm on to."We cannot "not" get our heart's desires, It's inevitible that we do, when impressing them onto the formless!"
Rebecca, Thank You so-o-o-o-oooo much for doing/creating this deal, for listening to your heart's desires and for so generously sharing it with me/all of us.
Helen

[This message was edited by Helen on November 20, 2002 at 04:20 PM.]

The hardest lessons so far for me have been 12 and 13. I have been running from them for the past 2 weeks. I finally got straight with them both tonight. I was surprised, and can't wait to do 14.

That's great, Helen. Thank you for sharing your experience. It's very encouraging to many more people than we will ever know when we do this.

I know it's a little confusing to get used to the fact that there are TWO separate forums (fora?) here. But I think you might get more direct responses to your LifeLab experiences if you'll post messages about them in the COURSE forum. It's ok to post it here, but you might want to put it in the discussion that's specifically about the course, too.

(Now I have to double-check and make sure that I am posting in the right place. I've mistaken one for the other before!)

Many blessings, and, of course--
EXPECT Success!
Rebecca

Sorry, I don't usually go here, and I did this particular night, then posted. I do understand what your saying and thank you for catching this and communicating it to me.
Helen

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Originally posted by Rebecca:
That's great, Helen. Thank you for sharing your experience. It's very encouraging to many more people than we will ever know when we do this.

I know it's a little confusing to get used to the fact that there are TWO separate forums (fora?) here. But I think you might get more direct responses to your LifeLab experiences if you'll post messages about them in the COURSE forum. It's ok to post it here, but you might want to put it in the discussion that's specifically about the course, too.

(Now I have to double-check and make sure that I am posting in the right place. I've mistaken one for the other before!)

Many blessings, and, of course--
EXPECT Success!
Rebecca

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Helen,


I was working on LL 14 and for some reason I was not having a very good feeling about it. I was starting to doubt if I could ever have my desires and was having that familar "knot" in my stomach when I begin to get frustrated and have doubt and fear. I then remembered seeing a post about LL 14 (took me a minute to find it as Rebecca mentioned) but as I read your post I started to get that reassuring feeling that I can have anything I desire if I continue to think and act in that certain way. The way you became emotional and tears welled up in your eyes had an impact on me. I guess I then took on a whole new perspective about YES I CAN and at that point I completely enjoyed doing LL 14 knowing I will have all my desires. Thank you for you emotional post it help get me unstuck and I am now ready to move on to the next lesson